when i grow up, i want to be beau sia. he's an asian-american do everything creative guy. i know him as a poet. a very funny and insightful one. he's written a book (with more coming), he's been in movies (slamnation and slam), he's got CDs, and he's got a great blog. and he's hung out with mos def. if i could do half the stuff that beau has done at his current age (mid-twenties?), i would be an extremely happy man. beau knows people. beau knows.



on the other hand, i feel like ethan hawke. in reality bites. he's a directionless slacker. he is ten credits short of a philosophy major. he enjoys cigarettes, coffee and conversations. he says witty things like (when picking up the phone) "welcome to the winter of our discontent." well, i don't say witty things like that but i wish i could. and in the end, his father passes away. and he gets an arcane glimpse of the universe. and then he gets the girl. i didn't get an arcane glimpse of the universe or the girl but the similarities are eerie. i need them to make a reality bites 2 so i know what's coming next.