strange fruit. i'm trying to figure out who is the person that i least relate to. but is still a good friend. even though we might be dramatically different. it's a little difficult because with most friends, you have something that you can both relate to. whether it be hobbies, social interests, common friends, past lives, whatever. i wonder if i'll meet someone that just totally doesn't get me, but then we still become good friends. that says something doesn't it? when you can be friends even though nothing in your lives overlap?



i look around during classes at UCSD and quite honestly, i'm not really that curious about one single person. i find this to be a recurring problem. i'm less willing to meet new people. in fact, i kind of avoid it if at all possible. i've never met a friend from class. well, one. but then we stopped hanging out after freshman year. anyway, i'm trying to figure out if i'll try to make myself meet some people in classes this upcoming quarter. everyone's interesting once you get to know them right? but how do you start just talking to someone? i never really make that effort to talk to anyone unless there's a specific reason for it. and i'm not sure if i'm judging people really fast but i like to stereotype new people immediately. more for fun than viciousness. but i guess, based on that stereotype, i decide if they seem interesting or not. then again, who the hell really looks all that interesting? and if they look too interesting, that is kind of scary too. part of me wants to venture out and discover some new people, the other part wants to just sit on my comfortable little friendship couch.



i'm thinking about all these things i could do at school though. now that i have another quarter of undergraduate schooling left. i could start clubs, join clubs, run around and try to be involved in things. pretend to be young and lost and go to mass meetings. ha. that would be funny as hell. going to mass meetings again. for the very first time, not knowing anyone. anyone wanna come fly down so we can go to mass meetings together?