we got some chickens in the living room getting it on and they ain't leaving 'till six in the morning. it's nearing six am in the morn. and nobody's getting it on anywhere. victor's passed out on the couch downstairs, amid the bowls, pineapple cans and other remnants of the last few meals. you have those moments when you want to call people or talk to people, but it's damn near six in the morning and who the hell you gonna call? of course i could call someone but really, i have nothing to say. and waking them up just for the sheer sake of it is pretty cruel and unusual. then again, there are lots of times when i feel like talking to someone specific, but then the moment passes. or i actually call and have not much to say. i just want to hear them. so we do the dance of catching up and then we say bye. and i feel better, yet worse. we all know this feeling i'm sure.



i want to make some lists. top ten lists, relating to people. like top ten people to call at six in the morning. top ten people i need to catch up with. top ten people who might call me at six in the morning. top ten emails i should reply to. top ten people i'm missing right now. top ten people who need to be blogging. top ten random people that i would like to know better. that kind of thing.