finished my last test today. actually. my only test. because with my hectic three class schedule, i only had one test. studied all of forty minutes for it. at this point in life, studying is pretty much going online, reading random stuff, hoping interesting and useful tidbits will stick in my head so i can pull it out later. one of the books for the class i hadn't read yet. i didn't know the characters, the plot, the colors of the dresses, nothing. and there was no help online to be found. the bookstore didn't carry the book either. and this is supposed to be a classic? whut?!? anyway. i think i did alright. halfway through the three hour test, while my hand was cramping up and my head was nodding in fatigue, i was trying to calculate what i needed to get on the test to get my passing grade.



since all my grades now are only credits, as long as i pass, i get the credits. is life a tad too easy or what? also, i'm getting to be way too good at writing B papers. whatever i write, whether it be good or bad or whatever, it's a B paper. sometimes a B-minus, sometimes a B-plus, but always something in the B range. i can't even get out of the rut. if i wanted to write a beautiful, logical, well documented and argued paper, i don't think i could anymore. and i don't bother using citations or bibliographies much anymore because any decrease in grade will be so minimal it's not worth the effort. so yes. go me. one more quarter and i'm out of the big academic caboose. then i will be proud to frame my graduation pictures along with my diploma, because i did take graduation pictures in my gown, in anticipation of this day. don't ever say i don't plan ahead.