Well now, i wouldn't like to think of myself like that and i don't think i "prostitute" myself to their every need but hopefully i make them happy as well as making me happy. There are definitely times and moments when i'm just not really interested or motivated to be "host." But the other times kind of off set it and i come out looking "nice." Which is good, but not necessarily true. I mean i'm nice for sure but exactly how nice can you be and still be yourself? I feel like all the nice things i do, i for myself, which is a good thing. Like, as long as i get something out of it, i'm not being "too nice." That make any sense?