one year ago. about this time. i was just starting this blog. i was in classes at baruch. i started to use my i-zone. i was learning how to use illustrator for andri and mike's blogs. i loved the fast and the furious. i was agonizing over whether or not to stay in new york. or to jet and finish school at michigan.



today. i'm in china. i'm still unfinished with school. i have a giant collection of mini one inch pictures. i've wasted billions of hours on blogs. i haven't seen any movies because again, i'm in china. i am still agonizing. over what to do after i finish school. which will hopefully happen by the end of december. right now i'm heading back to do a summer term at ucsd. and then a final fall semester at either ucsd, or if things work out, ucla. after that, the world is my oyster. but not really. i could stay on and try to figure out something to do with the company. but quite honestly, i've decided that i probably won't be very happy about it if i stay. but then again, even after a degree, i won't have any more skills than what i possess now. and what i have now won't get me a decent job anywhere. and so if i might be slightly unhappy doing flutes, at least i'll be doing something. and there are no guarantees that i'll be happy with what i might end up with.



it's at this point i should really be thinking about what a career might consist of. on the evolutionary ladder of "being grown up," i'm halfway between "hopelessly lost before thirty" and "hopelessly lost after twenty one." i really should try to decide something to do. but most of my life decisions come about from endless amounts of procrastination. until i'm stuck with only this or that option, and in a flash of inspiration, i suddenly choose something else entirely. i should stop doing that. i know. not much has changed in a year. just the window dressing. but the products are all the same. i need to be shopping in a new store.