I feel like i'm always average to above average but never really excellent at anything. It must be an amazing karmic cycle to feel like you are the best and to keep pushing to maintain that status. I've never had to do that because i've always been quite content being "decent." If i lose at basketball or do poorly in school, it's like, "oh well, i can live with it." In a way it's definitely a good thing because i'm sure my head would get pretty big at times but i think it would be nice to be "the best" at something. If only for a quick second. Doesn't everyone feel that way? Isn't everyone secretly or not so secretly hoping to establish themselves as "the best?"