twenty-five years and my life is still

trying to get up that great big hill of hope

for a destination

and i realized quickly when i knew i should

that the world was made up of this brotherhood of man

for whatever that means

and so i cry sometimes

when i'm lying in bed

just to get it all out

what's in my head

and i am feeling a little peculiar

-4 non blondes, what's up-