Um, apparently we've had DSL all along. I finally found a box that corresponded to our Ethernet modem and called up the people and then set up service again. This is nice i suppose even though it's really freakin' expensive. I guess i better take advantage of this before we cancel it.



It's freakishly cold right now in San Diego and it's making everything really depressing. To run outside for a cigarette and then to come back in all cold and frozen. This isn't the San Diego that dreams are made of. I am going back to New York this Wednesday for about a week to take care of the moving out and to settle some things there. A couple of my aunts and uncles have expressed their desire for me to not go there right now because they deem it irresponsible. Of course, partly i want to go back for so long for social reasons but i feel bad leaving all the moving out and selling and packing to Lynn. One aunt in particular said that if i was truly only there to take care of things i should just go for like two days, pack up and move out. I'm still in this midst of trying to balance being responsible and trying to "squeeze every last drop" out of this month. I think i should be working now too because i do have twenty days left in December but i'm almost childishly resisting it because i want to take this time to gather myself and to be normal for a few weeks. But i guess part of being responsible is to be taking care of the priorities first.