It's official. I've decided to stay in New York. While i still waver back and forth, the papers were signed today so now i'm stuck with the decision. I was Michigan only a few short days ago but now i'm New York. It was, i must say, a very difficult decision fraught with peaks and valleys and many looks over the shoulder. My heart wants to be in Michigan but when it comes down to it, the responsible thing to do is stay in New York. I was a little not too happy with the decision for a day but now that things are final, i've mentally adjusted to it. I think i will take a visit to school to play though. There are times when you want to do something as opposed to should do something. I always choose the want so this time i think i chose the should. Not necessarily maturity but just a settlement i guess. There are perhaps a myriad of reasons of why i flipped a 180 in twenty four hours but some of those aren't even clear to me so i can't exactly describe them point by point. Maybe later. So for now, come visit because i'll be here. Still.